Dear Teenage Self (for a visual reminder of what you looked like back then, here you go – and yes, you rock that perm),
If I were going to settle on a motto to define my worldview as an adult, this quote would probably be it.
Honestly? It’s something I wish I’d understood better when I was a teenager and still figuring out how to relate to others.
Because that’s what it’s really all about, isn’t it? Our relationships with others? I mean, at the end of this brief speck called life, what matters isn’t the awesome band you wanted to be in, or the number of Facebook friends you had, or the size of the zombie garden gnomes who tried to maul you in your sleep. (Okay, so maybe that last one…)
What matters is how you lived out your story.
And whose lives you impacted along the way.
Because you ARE living a story. One which is continually being written, changed, discovered.
And everyone else you know? They’re all hammering out a story of their own too. And all of these tales—mine, yours, or the ones we read about in novels—have similar components to them. And by components, I mean truths to keep in mind while you walk out the next 70 years of your life.
(1) You Are Broken
We all are. Every well-written protagonist (main character/good guy) is. It’s what makes a book character human and relatable. It’s what makes us love them. It’s what makes their internal and external battles so worth rooting for. So instead of pretending there’s nothing wrong with you, accept the fact that, yes, there is. And let us support you in it. That doesn’t mean you have to wear it as an obsessive badge of uniqueness (oh please no). It means that when others call you on your brokenness, you own it and say you’re sorry. Then grow like heck from it. Because the main point in any really good story is WHO the individual has developed into by the end.
(2) Others Are Broken
We know this, don’t we? In fact, sometimes, sadly, we’re the first to point it out behind their backs. But the question is do we ACT like we know they have brokenness? Do we treat them with kindness, imagining the dragons they must fight when they’re alone with their masks stripped away and their insecurities blazing?
Even the most minor character in a story has a reason for why she does what she does. More so, every well written antagonist (bad guy) has a reason for why he is so strangely messed up. And ery rarely do we get to explore the depth of his pain.
But it’s there.
In Bronte’s WUTHERING HEIGHTS we don’t necessarily have to LIKE Heathcliff (nor trust him—because let’s face it, he’s psychotic), but rather than hating him or wondering why on earth he’s such a jerk, we see a glimpse of the emotional battles and abuse he’s come through. The battles he is, in fact, fighting through. Which allows us to relate a little. And judge less.
(3) Growth Happens In the Drama
You know those stories where nothing happens and we’re BORED out of our minds? “WE WANT DRAMA” we shout at it, wondering why in the name of all that is good and cuddly someone bothered to write anything but an exciting book.
While at the same time we want smooth sailing (ie boring) in our own, personal, real lives.
Why is that? Why do we resent adversity only when it hits too close to home???
Think about it: We love Harry Potter and Frodo Baggins and Katniss Everdeen BECAUSE of the unfair and unasked-for trials that they each embraced with courageous responses of fighting and hope and vulnerability. WHY? Because that’s the key to EVERY good story. It’s the “theme of redemption”—the overcoming of adversity and grief and betrayal by others, of dominating the mountains within and the curses spoken out by the bitter and the haunted. Those valleys and voices that say we cannot, should not, WILL NOT succeed.
And to those voices we respond by dancing in the dark and screaming out with Florence & The Machine, “It’s always darkest before the dawn.”
Because, my dear teen…there abso-flippin-lutely will be a dawn.
(4) There Are Multiple Sides to a Story
And yours is not necessarily the correct one. Nor is it without flaw. Have grace. Be kind. Be generous in your thoughts toward others because no matter how much you assume you understand another’s intentions and reasoning, you are not them. You have not walked and bled and wept in their skin.
It’s what makes Harry Potter better than Voldemort. He accepts the hand that’s dealt him and forgives life for dealing it, and eventually, (in a way) forgives Voldemort for his part. Not that he trusts poor Voldy. But he understands that there is a piece of Voldemort within himself—that he is capable of becoming like him. Whether he detests him or not.
I’m not saying you have to trust the person who wounds you. Because you don’t. Maybe ever again. But forgiveness for a wrong done, no matter how wretched, how humiliating, how full of bloody betrayal, is the key to living successfully. Your ability to dream, to become better than, to conquer the valleys and cliffs of the life you’re meant to live is directly related to the freedom of shaking off the chains that hang on your heart like a deadweight.
What happens in life is painful, yes. For some of your friends, it will be downright unbearable.
But don’t you or them sacrifice your identities on the altar of being victims to others.
Heck—don’t sacrifice by becoming a victim to yourself! While you can’t control how others have treated you, you CAN choose to rise above that which was intended to hold you back.
(6) Take a Risk
There is no story without risk, just as there are no relationships without risk. Life isn’t lived in your comfort zone. It’s lived in the broken world around you as you stand back-to-back bleeding with your friends fighting battles for the futures of those who cannot fight for themselves.
(7) You Are More Powerful Than You Can Imagine
Every protagonist is. It’s part of what makes the story of your life so worth living and reading and sharing.
Just be sure to use that power wisely.
To do good to yourself.
To do good to others.
And to leave a blazing legacy so the world around you will remember.
Love, Mary ;0)
Mary Weber is our Featured Author of the Month. Mary is a youth pastor and Christy, Carol, and INSPY award winning author of the bestselling young adult Storm Siren Trilogy. In her spare time she sings 80’s hairband songs to her three muggle children and ogles her husband who looks strikingly like Wolverine. They live in California which is perfect for stalking tacos, Joss Whedon, and the ocean.